Thursday, September 18, 2008

Swan Song

ven i vas just a little child i asked my mother vat vill i be? vill i be famous, vil i be rich? here's vat she said to me.....

Que sera sera, vat ever vill be vill be
the future'snot ours to see
que sera sera


LOL

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

gender bender

i can understand why ode after ode is written in honour of the moon
i think people love the full moon
and i’m not sure that we’ll ever be able to understand why
i don’t think it’s because it’s so pretty
there are lots of pretty things
but the moon is a keeper
mother moon
sister moon

it’s never “father” with those things
the eternal things (except for father time
which is sooooo cliché)
like big boats or planets and oceans
the only big male is the “god” deal

men get the god deal to placate us
after everything else has somehow been attributed to the female
i guess they had to give us the big one

did you ever wonder who decides these things
or how they come to be

was it a group of dominant females in a land lost in time that somehow implanted the seeds of gender association in order to somehow corral the erratic, egotistical male into subjugation

or was it some ancient tradition originating from some long lost meeting of ancient sages with the longest beards possible so as to somehow corral the erratic, needy female into subjugation

or was there once a balanced race of people that saw it was a good idea and simply installed it somehow into our collective eternal subconscious

i guess we’ll never know

Monday, August 18, 2008

looking for clues


Everyday dawns like an curtain on the rest of our lives. i find myself looking for clues as to what the day might hold. i find myself peeking around corners in the corner of my mind trying to find the land of opportunities. i'm looking for the next thing. i'm looking for the new inspiration. the new sensation that is held somewhere in the deepest corners of my dreams.
i'm looking for something to get excited about. i'm dreaming BIG. i'm taking a chance on me. i'm gonna dive into the pool of life with a joke and a smile.

I'M GONNA MAKE IT AFTERALL!!!!!

Monday, August 11, 2008

vacationitis

help me i've got vacationitis

did you ever get vacationitis? i'm not sure what it is but i definitely have it, or had it. i'm not sure. i drove 6500 kilometers which is about 3200 miles for my american friends as i travelled from saskatchewan to toronto and back. what is vacationitis you may ask? well, i think it's both the feeling that you need a vacation as you notice that your brain is floating on a mud pile of glandular decay and the feeling that you get when you re-arrive back at work after a long trip and you wonder what the hell you should do to try to re-engage your mojo into the work flow again. right now i'm dealing with the latter.

where is my work flow?

where is my mojo?

when i find my flow i will let you know
i think i left it back at my last show
where did yo come from?
where did you go?
vacationitis stole my mojo

LOL

Friday, July 25, 2008

everybody get up

hey world,it's a brand new day and we are all still here with the chance of a lifetime. it's something to behold this world of ours. this thing called "life" is sitting right in front of us calling our name and demanding that we "do" something. we can rise up up out of the ashes of our problems and tribulations and dance or we can sit in the dust and wait for something to lift us, either way "life" doesn't care. life is life is life is life. you can do what you want to with it. today i have decided to dance. i am going to be driving across this crazy country called canada today. i will do my LOL show and then hit the roads due east and i will be watching the horizon and playing with my family. it's the first day of our vacation and i am going to make it the greatest thing since sliced apple sauce for my little family. i have been so blessed that i am going to "pay it forward" as the saying goes. i'm gonna pull the rip cord and let the chips fall where they may. i am sucking up the sunshine and touching the face of god. i am laughing at the buddha's jokes.

never say never again

LOLVITRON

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

vhy, vhy, vhy delilah

vow!

life has a way of just steam rolling your cookies out as flat as a bloody pancake doesn't it. i mean, both my cars are in the shop, i couldn't sleep the other night for no apparent reason, i power washed my deck the other day after having sanded it off and i left all these gashes in the wood from the power washer that now need to be sanded, and my friend's buddy passed away and on and on. it's funny though, with all my little "problems" i still have it more made than most people whom have ever existed. i have my health, my humour, my blah blah blah and i think i should be thankful. so that's what i'm gonna be. thankful, happy and upbeat. i'm waiting for the world. i'm ready for now and i'm ready as i'll ever be.

Peace people

i love you, as always

Wednesday, July 2, 2008

the throes of ecstacy

vat a veekend

ve had the big party for the folks and then came the aftermath of cleaning up and wrapping the whole thing up and putting it into perspectiv, we are now faced with the rest of our lives. things get laid out in no uncertain terms when you see all of your family's characters on display in one location. you can see the past the present and the future all in one go. i was sitting and talking to one of my uncles and i was so wiped out by how similiar we are. i hadn't talked to him too much over the years so it was like an awakening that was as fresh as the great unknown. when you get into that family groove there is a lot of information to be had. all the jestures and voices and moods were so "in the groove". i really felt that i was in familiar territory and it really set the stage for people to have a good time. a sweet "in the groove" kind of time. the ancestors and the next generation and then the next generation all on display. phenomenal really.

i also get to see the circ du soleil this week which will no doubt give me another brand of major inspiration. i think it could be the catalyst i've been waiting for. the one that will throw me back into high gear.....

we'll see